So I just realized all my entries have a theme . . . me beign miserable so Ive decided to treat you all to a happy entry even tho it starts not happy.

So yesterday SUCKED like it was horrible in so many ways . . . Well anyhow yesterday night around 1o.30ish i saw Wade ou int he hall and he was all happylike as usual and we ended up talking and then i helped him he into his room cuz the reason he was downstirs was to get a huge box from the trunk room so I held open doors and such well then we ended up talking while he emptied the box . . . and then we talked more and more and then we ended up ordering chinese food and then we talked more cuz it took forever to get here. And then we ate the yummy chinese food and then we talked more. . . it was fun it cheered me up. He gets points for that . . .

Then tonight at dinner he informed me that it was a date because "We spent lots of time together and odered chinese food" my oppinion ? I do not wear pyjamas on dates so PLEH.


PS to all those who read this and ?WoNdEr?
No "actual"dates took place in the course of this entry however it is completly true in its entririty you know what I mean!


Also I have not eaten unch yet this week so Im skipping shower/cast hell dousing my self in body spray and washing my hair in the sink and then going for breakfast . . . mm waffles. even dining hall cant screw up waffle mix!

I guess I odnt hate it here I mean theres some times when Im happier then I feel possible and Ive had soo much fun . . . Its just when Im not happy its magnified because I feel lonely+unhappy if that makes sense ?