I really wish I could just put a finger on whats really bothering me you know Im trying to be happy I really turley am, I wanna be happy. Contrary to what Ive said it really is ok here and I can see myself liking it . . . My english class is amazing Ive mets ome great people and have had sooo much fun at times, My room mate is a sweet heart and is really good about putting up witht he fact that Im an evilly homesick mopey pouty angsty weepy stress muffin, Im not trying to be this way I just dunno it just is, On top of all this Im still hpersensitive so of ocurse most of the stuff said to me I feel is a personal attack.

In other news Im wearing a black skirt with pink flowers and a mini pink crinoliny thing under it, The skirt is very girly and I am wearing it during my first . . . "Intense/severe post tropical storm" Thats right peoples Im weathering my first (post) hurricane with style. Its over rated Ive seen more rain at camp and its not really "stormish" just grey wet and VERY windy well windy to me.

Boat trip is this saturday I am still undecided as to if Im going to go.

I must go eat lunch now so that I can take a nap before bio maybe that way I can stay awake in the dim lecture halll with the cushy chairs and the prof with a cutesy lilting british accent . . .