With each gift that you share
You may heal and repair
With each choice that you make
You may help someone's day
Well I know you are strong
May your journey be long
Now I wish you the best of luck
Well I know you are strong
May your journey be long
And now I wish you the best of luck

blind optimism can be a good thing . . . but then you just feel like an idiot after, its easy to think that God has a plan and all that but when something happens then its not so easy.

I'm supposed to do my testimony tomorrow at the temples evening service I'm not excited I feel like I should make everything happy and sunshiny and give it some happy ending when right now the ending is just as confusing as parts of the beginning. someone really smart told me once that being a Christian wasn't meant to make life easy if anything it made it harder I agree with her Ive come to realize that the more faith you have the more it hurts when that faith is challenged.

I'm depressed and feel like poop . . . deal with it.

Volunteer training for orientation was today it was ok the whole amazing race thing was cool so was the diversity activity.

I ended up finding my necklace under my mattress how it go there form my dresser is beyond me.

Can your life change in a month ?
In a week ?
In a single day?
Were always in a hurry
to grow up
To go places
But when your young
One hour
Can Change everything
Lucas Scott~One Tree Hill
To get ahead

:D :D
The foot has healed!!! I still have to go in and get a physio assessment done and take antinflamatorys but the fracture itself is healed (or so they say . . . BWAHAHAHAHA)

Anyway . . . I'm really quite confused right now. Recent events have led me to question the sanity of myself and those around me. And I know that overall its been a really good week but thats just not working to console me, My focus is pretty much shattered and I don't know how to regain it. I hate being blamed for stuff that I didn't do it really upsets me.

I have been procrastinating alot as of late, And I came into the UC this morning at like 8.30 to work on my geo before english but then I had a blonde moment and forgot how to construct quartiles on my location/ income table so Ive been facebooking (among other things)

Yesterday I started work at 7.30 and as a result had around 2 hours of sleep so by the time I got home I was exhausted and fell asleep at 7 but because of that I was up at 5 and couldn't get back to sleep now its close to 10 and I'm ready to go back to sleep. Except now I have class.
This really sucks.

Because I am a star . . .

I had a very good daya nd its only 3 in the afternoon or 11 30 in the morning depending on how you look at it :)

I went to the mall and bought books !!!!!!!!! Shopaholic and baby AND forever in blue :D :D :D :D
it was pretty sweet I also went into garage because I have a 6 dollar credit there but then I started to feel old because the store was full of girls under the age of 12 . . . I also felt old in Coles when I went to buy forever in blue because the aisle was a mother with her two daughters one was around 7 and the other was 4 the 7 year old was sooooooooo excited about junie b jones books and then I felt silly because I know what those are.

I have green on my socks . . . and a turquisey greeny hair elastic in :)

would anyone like to volunteer to clean my room? I lost my necklace when I took it off before bed and Im yet to find it . . . my room really needs to be cleaned.

1. Grab your phone.

2. What kind is your phone?
Pink and Black Samsung

3. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mom

4. Who's the last person you called?
home to talk to my little sister

6. Who was your last missed call from?
My roommates phone I called my phone form it because I couldn't find my phone

7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dennis

8. Who's speed dial 2?
Elly

9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jillian

10. Who was your last received call from?
My grandma

11. Who is speed dial 4?
Alex

12. What does your banner say?
Silent mode

13. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
27

14. What do you have as your background?
Black with pink stars . . . the pattern on my book bag I got bored one day lol

15. Who's speed dial #1?
voice mail

16. What's the 5th message say in your inbox?
Ok not a problem from BRad

17. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Brad

18. how many bars of signal do you currently have?
3
19. Who was your last text message from?
Jordan Brace

20. Name every person you have text messages from.
jordan,mom,brad,elly,buttercup,
candice,

22. whos the 9th person on your recent calls?
ty


23. What does the 6th message in your inbox say?
march 15 12-2 march 20 2-4 march 21 1-3

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
amanda

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
ty

26. Do you have a camera phone?
yup

27. Who is the last person under G ?
graham

28. What does the last text message say in your inbox?
""7 30 carly same as always" thats what my wonderfull aunt just said"

29.Who did you send the most text messages to in your outbox?
brad or elly

30. What is your ringtone?
vibrate or ben harpers diamonds on the inside

J'Adore looking at old blog entries . . .

I kinna suck at upating lately but thats ok:) Everything is pretty much ok super busy with school work SASF stuff house stuff etc but I love it I love being involved and busy again its great, School is still good yay socio boo english and everything else is pretty ok as well.

My mommy booked my plane ticket home (April 19) she also booked my return flight back here (sept 1) and whats odd is that in alot of ways I feel just as if not more excited for comign back here then for going home I dunno I just think that theres alot of things I going to miss (Stay tuned for a massive list of things I miss when I get home :P) Not to say Im not thrilled to be goign home I am I miss my mom and sister and everythign else.

I havnt heard back from camp yet, Im kinna worried about it but mostly just because of how much I love it there and the kids who go there however I do know that no matter what happens God has a plan.

Dont the hours go shorter as the days go by
We never get to stop and open our eyes
One minute your waiting for the sky to fall
And next your dazzled by the beauty of it all . . .
Lovers in a dangerous time~Barenaked Ladies





For anyone who cares this was what I wrote a year ago this week . . . thought it was cool to look back
Sunday, March 12, 2006

you had me at hello
I pretty much have not updated in forever. *Sigh* Things have been insane as per usual lol. I applied to uni !!!!!! I also went to red deer it wrcked my cazbah. Tonight is hot tub slurpee night with Dest and Lynn and possibly Umeko I am excited. I have a death cold right now I also have a bio test on tuesday Im gonna go study for a bit before girlies get here. Things are crazy I really wish I knew whut to do right now

> >>Things you may not have known about me.....

A) Four jobs I have had in my life
1. Babysitter
2. Winks girl (that lasted about a week)
3. Camp counsellor
4.Treats bakery


B) Four movies you would watch over and over:
1. Annapolis
2. Poseidon
3. Varsity Blues
4. Blood Diamond

C) Four places you have lived:
1. Calgary
2. Nanton
3. Camp
4.St.Johns

D) Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. House
2. One Tree Hill
3. The O.C
4. The News when I can

E) Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Greece
2. B.C
3. Muskoka
4. Disneyland

F) Websites you visit daily:
1. hotmail
2. MUN
3. Nexopia
4. Face Book

G) Four of my favorite foods:
1. Taco Time veggie burrito
2. Tater Tots
3. fettucini
4. Pizza

H) Four places I would rather be right now:
1.Greece
2. Home
3. Camp
4. Anywhere warm

I hate health sciences . . . And campus health.
One might ask "Why carly? Why do you hate them both?"
Here is my answer

Today I went into campus health because I was sick last night well when I went int he told me that they had results to go over with me from some Xrays that I had gotten done on my foot . . . Xrays that had been done in NOVEMBER. What did these xrays say? That my foot didnt heal right to begin with that the fracture spread intot he joint and the fracture line was still visible. (guess that explains why it still hurts!)

This means that tommorow I have to get more xrays done then go back again in 2 weeks to get those looked at. If the fracture line is still visible . . . Well then Ill spend the next 4-6 weeks in a walking cast. Oh and Im now at a higher risk of arthritis and other injuries/problems because of this.

Why could they not have . . .
a)x rayed my foot before they casted it ?
b)x rayed it right after the cast came off ?
c)told me the results of the nov x rays ?

I know its not that big of a deal. . . It just irritates me that Im still dealing with an injury that I got in Sept . . .

School is pretty ok.