Fil~ I will be thinking of you in your lonely barren lodge room devoid of super cool room mates while I take a long hot shower in my cabin that is devoid of toxic mould :)

Nav~Every night that I get a "full" nights sleep I will think of you waking up at 6 with your LITs to help set up stuff for options . . .

bahhh finals . . . they really mess with me Im running on 4 hours of sleep in the past 36 hours . . . 8 hours since in the past 72 :s and then I was feeling icky this morning and realized that I hadnt actually eaten a "meal" since monday at dinner. I literally forgot to eat.

However after psych in half an hour Im done till Saturday and that is my last one :D then its just chill till I leave for home.

Looks like Im carrying on the might tradition of PLCers to go to nova scotia . . . Scotian glen counsellor here I come. Im happy but at the same time not . . . Im starting to grow sick of leaving. I think it has something to do with I mean yah I was at school for 6 months . . . but
i was home for almost a month in the middle and that kinna takes away from it.

Im also facing the impending dillema of packing . . . what goes home ? what stays in the trunk room? and its further complicated by going to NS because now Im like uhhh whata bout stuff that Im gonna want there but I dont wanna bring home ? like bedding for example! as Jordan would say GEE WHIZ and yeah Im prolly over complicating things but I blame it all on a lack of sleep.

Happy almost birthday to nav!

confession . . . I have been avoiding my blog lately. It seems to be the victim of elephant in the kitchen scenario . . . I avoid my blog because I know eventually Im gonna have to say something about camp (even though everyone knows) but I also know that I dont know what to say.

Long story short I didnt get hired back at plc *tear snif snif* I really dont understand why and mostly thats what bothers me, I know that God has some plan but right now Im not quite feeling it. I did however apply at scotian glen so we shall see (Im a bit anxious though because I dont know that all my reference forms got in on time) but I should know sometime in the next week or so. Im really hoping for this just because the alternative is a brutal summer of babysitting and a possible repeat of chirstmas where my mom and Ashley fought for most of it . . . and truthfully I cant handle that again I just cant.

Sometimes I feel liek Im suosed to pretend that everythings all right or perfect just to appear more "normal" but truthfully Im sick of doing that. Hence the above honesty, I dont know I guess Im just scared of the future but isnt everyone?

School is ok Im super stresy for finals because Im afraid I wont have the GPA that I need to get back into rez and if I dont get back into rez then Im hooped for a palce to live, I dont wan to think of that though so Im just going to keep going on the fact that I WILL have the gpa.

The easter musical at citadel was AMAZING I went to see it Fridaya nd it was BEAUTIFULL they realy put jesus up there :) Through the fear of the summer Im actualy super sad to see the year end its been amazing with both its ups and downs but lookign back it went pretty ok.

I should go try for sleep . . . boo sleep Ill get enough when Im dead.

Props to Zach for reminding me of something very important! Even though he reminded me for a funny reason :)

Jungle Jims is amazing . . . Its a pity that its only in newfoundland,nova scotia and new brunswick!

Habs lost!!!!!!!!! Im sorry jordan!