Soooooooooo . . .
yah . . . .
Plane ticket still not booked . . . my moms doing it with this odd lil air miles master card thingger so Im kinna whut evs about it Ill leave it to her as her last motherly taking care of me thingger before I leave.

Yah leaving hmmm not liking that idea much anymore . . . It creeps me out that tommorow is prolly my last night in MY BED in MY ROOM. *tear*

Today was fun me and nik and chars went for dinner at the "new" (it was opened while I was at camp and I havnt been there yet so its new to me) pizza place in town it was ok not fantastic but ok.

Kinna feeling sickish right now and bored . . . Chewie wants me to read song of songs maybe Ill go start on that.

toodles for now

PS Anyone from camp who has camp pix should email them to me *Nods*

read blue like jazz
anyone hwo sees this should go out and find that book and read it
BLUE LIKE JAZZ

Mmmmmk so BC was pretty darn cool it was great seeing my family again! and I got to go to cultas which made me smile and I got my haircut it rocked.

So were on commercial drive {This really culturally diverse street in east vancover} eating dinner in this little resteraunt and the main door leading out onto the street is wide open so you can pretty much hear everythign not to mention our table is right by the patio so yah. Well all of the sudden I hear this drumming and tambourine music and Im like WHATTTT?!?!?!?!? So I turn around to look onto the street and theres these fairly young guys Id say within a few years of my age walking up the street drumming in orange toga like robes (The type that budhist monks wear) and weird hair like shaved heads except one little tail thing on the top and I was like dude! And my aunt who lives in Van says to me offhandedly oh its the Hare Krishnas out to save us all

and as random of a comment as it was it really made me think. How bold in my faith am I really? I mean personally I can imagine beign able to walk down a crowded street proclaiming the word of Jesus . . . It made me kinna sad that allthough we tend to "condemn" (and I use this term loosely) cultists and look at them as being brainwashed they do have this evangelism thing down. Just some food for thought. (Oh and Im not plannning on joining a cult)

Other then that little tidbit I dont really know what to write, Because I was on the bus all night when I finally got home at 8 am I pretty much just wanted to sleep so that is what I did until 3 in the afternoon lol I know Im horrible eh ? Then I went down to the bar to visit with my mommy and some of her friends it was actually really fun I really enjoyed being treated like an adult.

Tommorow is kinna up in there air Im going for lunch but Im also suposed to go into calgary with my mom so we shall see what hapens perhaps Calgary will be postponed.

And hey if anyone actually reads this please leave a comment so I at least feel like theres a purpose to writing in here other then satisfying my own need for venting lol.


I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

Creep~Radiohead

back ?home?

So Im home from BC just thought Id post really quick. I should be back on later today but for now its time for sleep.

rap music reminds me of you

yah i know i am actually listening to rap lol I can think of more then one person who would probally disown me if they knew well to bad for them.

So anyhow I figured I would write a to do list of sorts in here maybe that way I will actually get some stuff done so here goes.

To Do


(before leaving for BC)
Laundry
Pack
Tidy up a bit in the basement
write down "blogger" password so that I can update from BC

(Before leaving BC)
figure stuff out for coming home and beign in edmt

****Before leaving for Newfoundland****
Laptop
Laundry
Pack
Make list of what I need to get in St Johns
Get peoples adresses (mailing)
Check bank account possibly open new one for savings etc ?
Clean basement do final check to makesure I have everything
Call childrens about my yearly checkup
Get health insurance card from my mommy



*~*~*~*~*~*All lists subject to chnage*~*~*~*~*~*

stars

have you ever just looked up at the stars and wondered ?

I mean nothing to me reaffirms my belief in a God more then the stars do I mean just think about it they are millions upon millions of sparkly objects and that in itself is pretty cool but just I dunno there is something about them.

A friend told me that the song amazing grace was written by a sailor.
I guess one night this guy was out to sea (tehe that sounds so funny) but anyhow he was like looking up at the skys and saw the stars and wam bam alacazam God became real and he wrote amazing grace. (He also became a christian)

I mean thats amazing.
really it is .

Soooooo I had something really important to say but it seems to have dissapeared . . . to bad.

Isnt it amazing how you find htings exactly when you REALLY REALLY need them like friends ? and jewllery ? and other things . . .

So Today was allmost productive and by allmost I mean not at all . . . come to think of it I have no lcue where it went. Did lunch with niki and then chilledout at home, Then went over to dawns to choose the songs for sunday worship (YAY my last church service and Im helping lead worship this makes me happy!!)

And just because I typed that I had to check to see if it really was my last and holy cow IT IS !!!! next sunday ill probally hopefully be in edmonton and then after that Ill be in Newfoundland. That makes me strangly sad. However if Im not in edmonton then it wont be my last sunday in which case Ill just be sad cuz you know that sunday will be my last. None of this makes sense does it ?

So going to BC hmm should be interesting cuz 14 hours on a bus well how can it not be interesting ! However it should be cool when I gett here I think my aunt is trying to organise some BBQ thingger for me (awww isnt that special) However last I heard she wnated a recipe for "Vegetarian Maui Ribs" hmmm anyone else a bit nervous ? (PS I also laugh at how I have no clue how to spell vegetariean)

So anyways not much else to say other then I think ive mastered packing . . . My black suitcase and a large tupperware container shall be my stored luggage and my pink mine as well as my Dickies bag shall me my carry on . . . God is gonna have to help me learn how to fit 10 months worth of stuff into that much. I have faith that he will.

Anyhow this is probally starting to osund really retarded so im audi !!
Ciao
Cyanora
Adios
Au revoir
Arigoto
Hasta La Vista !

"Revolution"

If I'm here all alone
If I'm left behind
If they spit in my face
If they hate my kind

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For the depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

'Cause I'm a fire
I'm a flood
I'm a revolution
I am a war
Already won
I'm a revolution

When the world is at war
When the grace is gone
When the hungry lay dead
While the rich live on

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For a depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

(Here I stand)Open hands
Waiting for You
I won't back downI
I'll live to speak Your truth

for some reason i felt like i should write an actual blog with like you know real paragraphs and stuff. So yeah I came home from camp on saturday. Coming home was hard but I guess I had to at some point.

Saturday night me and niki went out to High River after watching a movie (Sahara) At my house it was fun but I was uberly tired. Sunday I went into calgary got some shopping done got a SWEET bag at claires it is brown and pretty. Monday I hung out with niki some more we had lunch I had yummy sweet potato and pumpkin soup it was delish, That night I hung out with val and that made me smile. Yesterday I went into okotoks to get luggage (lugage wow scary Im actually moving) I also got to see the loverly jennifer one last time before I leave. Today I mostly hung around at home and got some more stuff in order for the fall (faxing off final grades and housing confirmation forms)
Tonight I think Im just gonna watch a movie possibly do some laundry seeign as i havnt since I got home from camp.

I am suposed to leave for BC on sunday to see everyone there before I leave I very much want to visit the Salvation Army War College and the 24 hour prayer room, The idea of being in such a God inspired God filled atmosphere excites me. Not that everywhere isnt God filled just I dunno its an amazing thing ladies and gentleman and I would love to experiance it. I also want to check my bank account and see if I can afford to do a little bit of shoppingin van . . . Not that I need anything hmmm I actually take that statement back. No shopping for carly.

My goal after BC is to fly straight into Edmonton this gives me an opprotunity to see the lovely Elvis once more before I leave I would also like to possibly visit Lilo and plunger . . . However I do not think that all of that will be possible but you never kow I mean God does work in weird ways.

But anyhow I am off to go rent a movie . . . Any ideas anyone ?

Once upon a time there was a beautifull fairy tale princess who was ready to move to a new fairy tale kingdom to attend princess school. However before she did this she needed the fairy tale princess lap top of her dreams . . .

that is where my problems start i know nothing about computers except i need one for next yr . . . by need i mean want
horribly want

I found a very nice version of when stars go blue and that makes me happy.

Other then that Im just getting ready to head into okotoks yay for walmart to look for luggage for the impending move thats right MOVE ! In 19 days (give or take) Ill be in St Johns
HOLY CAJAMOLY

I am home
I am tired
I need to do laundry
And start packing
I got into rez . . . that means I have a house (yay for answered prayers)
I really want to visit BC and Edmonton before I leave for Newfoundland