Math is dropped and even though I feel as if my self esteem is lsightly lowered by having had to drop a ocurse my first semester in university the rest of me says that this was most definatly for the best. The bad news ? I now need to rethink my degree choice because I cant do a Ba Sci without calc, Meh I never liked sciences any way.

Ive recently realized that people irritate me . . . most people make me want to become a hermit because I just cant stand them, And when working on important stuf I much perfer to do it alone Id rather be held accountable for what I do and my mistakes and succeses as opposed to other people. Id rather work with people in a team setting where we all have diffrent tasks I guess why camp was so appealing well I had people who were doing the same thing so I had support we all had our own "tasks".

Im not anti pople Im actually a people person when I do love people I love them very much they just need to be the right people.

Im very much missing camp right now I dont quite know why but I am. I wanna lay on the hill (head lower then body for a better angle) And watch the moon over the lake . . . That right now would be fantabulous. I am also having this strange nagging inside me to go on a swing set I want to find one so that I can do that (geeez what kind of university doesnt have a swing set ???)

I also want cheescake . . . real cheescake. I could list off the foods I am craving but that would take to long.

Im kinna irritated that its 2 am and once again I cant sleep, This sucks mostly because Im so bored!!!!!

Snippets of a convo between me and my academic advisor

C~I want. . . Need to drop math, Can I do that ?
MM~Do you need it for your degree ?
C~As far as I know . . . no but I wanted to make sure
MM~Well I really dont know what to tell you then

Im gonna stare at my celing . . . I think pretty soon Im gonna get glow in the dark stars to put over my bed that would make me happy.

Ever since our room flooded there has been this WEIRD smell Weve cleaned and mopped but the smell remains.