being not sick would be nice
so would having some clue of what I want to dow ith the rest of my life . . .

It seems that a Ba Sci Is just not for me psych is for me sciences are kind of for me . . . pre calc is not for me and calc next semester will not be for me so Im looking at changing my plan ? Psych minor english minor and then education . . . Because I love my english class and then I cna use english as my teachable subject and take psych still and then because Ill have by B ed I can still work with kids . . . However it kinna means that this semester will have included alot of stress fo rnothing, But Im dropping math and that is good! Originally I felt like I was giving up but then I realized that its not for me and Im not paying loads of money to take a course that Im going to fail.

I agree with what nav wrote in her blog I aswell have always looked up to people in university and now that Im here it seems very surreal . . . Ive also always admired my camp counselors and saw them as these amazing grown up people and after doing that all summer I also feel very grown up in someways but in other ways I just feel like Im faking it.

Rez is ok it has its ups and downs however its better now because Im starting to find a niche even after the very unsavoury events over thanksgiving (which shall not be mentioned in here) The week has gone relativly well. Friday me and Julie went shopping with the purpose of getting halloween stuff and me dropping off resumes I dropped off resumes . . . I almost didnt geta winter coat but then I saw one I loved in winners for 70$ comapred to 160$ which it was in sears so I bought it . . . This is an idea of the conversation that transpired

J~Ohhhhh look !!! its pretty and purple and its columbia !!!! for only 70$ YOU NEED TO GET IT
C~Yah its ok . . .
J~Its perfect!!
C~Umm its not pink
J~You have enough pink you need to start experimenting with other colors
C~But I wanted a pink winter coat !
J~The purple will look good with your dark hair
C~Pink
J~Your getting it


Ummmmm my name wasnt flamingo for nothing !!!!!!!!! However I did end up getting the coat and its ok its actually great its just not pink however I still love it.

We also bought books which was good because I got to use my irewards card and she bought some headbands at claires where we realized that I am not a headband type but I bought some 5$ sale stuff at garage which was good I like sales . . . Then we went to the food court and ate whichw as good and picked up seans dinner (hise and paucy smackers anyone ???) Of course when we got back to campus the first thing Sean asked was "So did you get halloween stuff?" Of course not!

That story had very little purpose but I thought it was funny.

Im gonna end this now