blind optimism can be a good thing . . . but then you just feel like an idiot after, its easy to think that God has a plan and all that but when something happens then its not so easy.

I'm supposed to do my testimony tomorrow at the temples evening service I'm not excited I feel like I should make everything happy and sunshiny and give it some happy ending when right now the ending is just as confusing as parts of the beginning. someone really smart told me once that being a Christian wasn't meant to make life easy if anything it made it harder I agree with her Ive come to realize that the more faith you have the more it hurts when that faith is challenged.

I'm depressed and feel like poop . . . deal with it.

Volunteer training for orientation was today it was ok the whole amazing race thing was cool so was the diversity activity.

I ended up finding my necklace under my mattress how it go there form my dresser is beyond me.

Can your life change in a month ?
In a week ?
In a single day?
Were always in a hurry
to grow up
To go places
But when your young
One hour
Can Change everything
Lucas Scott~One Tree Hill
To get ahead