With each gift that you share
You may heal and repair
With each choice that you make
You may help someone's day
Well I know you are strong
May your journey be long
Now I wish you the best of luck
Well I know you are strong
May your journey be long
And now I wish you the best of luck

blind optimism can be a good thing . . . but then you just feel like an idiot after, its easy to think that God has a plan and all that but when something happens then its not so easy.

I'm supposed to do my testimony tomorrow at the temples evening service I'm not excited I feel like I should make everything happy and sunshiny and give it some happy ending when right now the ending is just as confusing as parts of the beginning. someone really smart told me once that being a Christian wasn't meant to make life easy if anything it made it harder I agree with her Ive come to realize that the more faith you have the more it hurts when that faith is challenged.

I'm depressed and feel like poop . . . deal with it.

Volunteer training for orientation was today it was ok the whole amazing race thing was cool so was the diversity activity.

I ended up finding my necklace under my mattress how it go there form my dresser is beyond me.

Can your life change in a month ?
In a week ?
In a single day?
Were always in a hurry
to grow up
To go places
But when your young
One hour
Can Change everything
Lucas Scott~One Tree Hill
To get ahead

:D :D
The foot has healed!!! I still have to go in and get a physio assessment done and take antinflamatorys but the fracture itself is healed (or so they say . . . BWAHAHAHAHA)

Anyway . . . I'm really quite confused right now. Recent events have led me to question the sanity of myself and those around me. And I know that overall its been a really good week but thats just not working to console me, My focus is pretty much shattered and I don't know how to regain it. I hate being blamed for stuff that I didn't do it really upsets me.

I have been procrastinating alot as of late, And I came into the UC this morning at like 8.30 to work on my geo before english but then I had a blonde moment and forgot how to construct quartiles on my location/ income table so Ive been facebooking (among other things)

Yesterday I started work at 7.30 and as a result had around 2 hours of sleep so by the time I got home I was exhausted and fell asleep at 7 but because of that I was up at 5 and couldn't get back to sleep now its close to 10 and I'm ready to go back to sleep. Except now I have class.
This really sucks.