confession . . . I have been avoiding my blog lately. It seems to be the victim of elephant in the kitchen scenario . . . I avoid my blog because I know eventually Im gonna have to say something about camp (even though everyone knows) but I also know that I dont know what to say.

Long story short I didnt get hired back at plc *tear snif snif* I really dont understand why and mostly thats what bothers me, I know that God has some plan but right now Im not quite feeling it. I did however apply at scotian glen so we shall see (Im a bit anxious though because I dont know that all my reference forms got in on time) but I should know sometime in the next week or so. Im really hoping for this just because the alternative is a brutal summer of babysitting and a possible repeat of chirstmas where my mom and Ashley fought for most of it . . . and truthfully I cant handle that again I just cant.

Sometimes I feel liek Im suosed to pretend that everythings all right or perfect just to appear more "normal" but truthfully Im sick of doing that. Hence the above honesty, I dont know I guess Im just scared of the future but isnt everyone?

School is ok Im super stresy for finals because Im afraid I wont have the GPA that I need to get back into rez and if I dont get back into rez then Im hooped for a palce to live, I dont wan to think of that though so Im just going to keep going on the fact that I WILL have the gpa.

The easter musical at citadel was AMAZING I went to see it Fridaya nd it was BEAUTIFULL they realy put jesus up there :) Through the fear of the summer Im actualy super sad to see the year end its been amazing with both its ups and downs but lookign back it went pretty ok.

I should go try for sleep . . . boo sleep Ill get enough when Im dead.

Props to Zach for reminding me of something very important! Even though he reminded me for a funny reason :)

Jungle Jims is amazing . . . Its a pity that its only in newfoundland,nova scotia and new brunswick!

Habs lost!!!!!!!!! Im sorry jordan!