I think the hardest way to care about someone is having them right beside you and knowing that no matter how hard you try it wont change anything.
I know I'm not supposed to think like this but sometimes I just feel like I have some sort of unfixable flaw . . . like no matter what I do I'm never gonna be good enough, pretty enough, smart enough, funny enough, skinny enough or confident enough. Like I'm always gonna be on the sidelines the one who's there but only in the background the one who everyone notices but no one sees. All I want is to be that girl who someone sees as special and somehow I don't think that will ever happen.
Its funny when two people who are supposedly your friends can have a whole conversation and completely ignore you.
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