So I havnt exactly updated this in forever . . .

So I'm home now its pretty cool . . . really weird though I don't know how to explain it its just weird like I changed but nothing else did and because none o it changed I feel like maybe I havnt changed, Maybe this makes no sense?

I'm really excited for Christmas just because Its Christmas I'm also pretty excited for new years (i think?)

Went to Calgary with my mom Thursday I had to get my oncology blood work done it was pretty sweet I got a happy feet band aid . . . And then we went shopping, This resulted in a very unhappy foot. I need to figure out how to make it heal.

Friday morning I had a chat with Dawn it was cool it was my last chance to see her before they all leave for the Mexico missions trip. Then I slept again, Then I babysat then I hung out with kay which was fabulous.

I'm supposed to hang out with Kay again today (Saturday) I'm also supposed to meet up with Bailey cuz I accidentally stood her up today (Friday)

So this was pretty much a retarded update . . . I'm not quite as sick now (YAY) Also did anyone watch the OC yesterday ???? SHOCKER!!!!

I would be at camp right now if I had chosen to volunteer again for Christmas camp, it feels odd being at home. I feel very much like somethings missing I also feel like I'm slacking off and I know Im missing a fabulous time le sigh I guess though I should be home seeing as I leave again a week after new years.

On that last note it is very odd (and yes Michelle you will enjoy hearing this) I actually feel slightly homesick in a way. It just seems that there was a lot less drama in NF or something like that.

It also seems that you can not just up and leave a problem and expect it to disappear while your gone. Things just don't work like that . . . This worries me though because I know that any issues I left in NF will most certainly be waiting for me when I get back, This occurred to me last night.

The words pine lake camp returning staff application ahvebeen floating around in my head alot as of late . . .