It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?


I feel like Im very much a let down to myself . . . I have these great moments of realization and get things good and on trach but then its not long before something happens to turn those realizations into something of the past.

Destinys child is playing from one end of the hall nelly furtado from the other and placeb is playing in my brain . . . . this needs to be rectified.