Today will have been a year since a good friend of mine died my feelings on this are pretty much blurred. I dont feel like its been a year . . . I guess it should feel like its been forever or something but really it seems like just yesterday. The memories are yet to fade and I hope that they never will. I remember the last words he said to me being "I love you and make good choices" And i cant help but wonder if he would be proud of any of the choices I have made.

Anniversaries of any sort allways make me think about how time seems to go so fast it dosnt feel like a year at all. But looking back so much has happened and changed . . .

I dunno I guess this is mostly nonsensical ramblings but I felt the need to say something. Allways remembered . . .