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for a minute didn't we almost have it all?


close your eyes . . .
now look back,

its not the same as it was before

I cant turn on the light cuz my roommates asleep . . .
so I'm sitting in the dark.

my summer tan is fading . . . my campfluenza is staying.

And I'm sitting here in my shoe box room listening to pedro the lion and kelly clarkson and feeling like my own contradiction.

" I don't have a past
I just have a chance,"