Wow Im getting so bad at this whole posting thing . . . In order to save time I think Im just gonna touch key points . . .

SASF retreat was pretty cool . . . On one hand it made me soooooo homesick because it made me think alot about people from back home my home church and people from camp. It was however really nice to be able tot talk to people that know some of the same people as me its probably the next best thing to actually talking to the people them selfs. On the other hand it was so AMAZING to get to know people that are not from rez, I think theres a big difference between rez friendships and non rez friendships I also think that rez has made me very antisocial and perhaps even more shy then I was when I first got here. basically the point to that whole spiel is that I see people in the hall now and I know them and its pretty sweet. Also the speakers were great and the whole weekend though defiantly not perfect was a great experience.

This past week consisted of school (however campus was closed on wednesday so that was sweet) It also consisted of getting things organized for relay for life. Relay for life was Saturday and it was completely utterly totally indescribably amazing. We took turns putting on the big mascot suit (our house mascot is the fighting game cock) and I had a blast in it when your wearing a mascot suit no one knows who you are and the anonymity gives you freedom . . .
"Are you a girl or a boy?"
"Guess"
"Ok girl . . . Can I pet you ?"
"ummmmmm ok"
(boy pets chickens shoulder)
I also danced up a storm and for anyone who knows me I really do not dance lol.

Also on a less happy note my foot hurt alll night the one hat I broke earlier this year, However during the last lap I decided to start sprinting . . . Well not a good Idea I somehow managed to bugger up my OTHER foot it is now swollen and icky and if its not better by tomorrow it will be getting looked at (prayers would be greatly appreciated)


Plans for this week ?? School Start studying for mid terms, SASF on Friday, Rehersals this weekend Other then that nothing that I can think of.


I can sort of feel life taking a turn I think its a good one.

SASF winter retreat this weekend!!! Whos excited??? Me I think. . .

On another note today was the protest in the square and even if things do not work out the way we would like them to it was still amazing to see paton college and burtons pond students coming out and supporting the cause. Maybe today effectively showed Dr.Meisen why some people consider rez to be the heart and soul of this campus.

for info on what I mean by all of this check out http://munsoar.blogspot.com

I thought I felt like blogging but I guess I dont . . .

I love my classes . . . My sociology class is AMAZING, My English class is pretty cool, Geography and psych are both good and even though Im a little nervous about womens studies I still think it should be good.

So overall the first week back has been good, The first rothermere party of the year was last night Gi Joes and Army Hoes what a theme. It left me with a very bitter taste in my mouth. Im very frustrated by people.

I am however not frustrated with myself which is good, And I finally made my new years resolutions.

Soooooooooooo
I leave for the airport in an hour and a half . . .
Just thought Id throw something in here before then. I'm ambivalent no matter where I am Im going to feel homesick so whutevs. Also my nose is still suffy so Im worried about another isnus headache lol yay for the array of medicine in my purse!

I wish I had a shot at sleeping before 9 am . . .

le sigh

New years was a blast Vietnamese with Fil for dinner (lol she took my Vietnamese v-card) and then zoo years eve with her and jonas (yay for pretty lights and amazing fireworks!!!) Then was cocoas party which was awesome because I got to see nav pip cocoa bungee and superman again (camp names of course) I also got to meet cocoas friend myrtle from Australia who was a blast. After the all night chatting we ended up picking up superman again where me and Fil got to see shrekky which made my day.

It was also great seeing dest again on Thursday we went to pizza hut and cheesecake cafe and it was amazing . . . Boxing week sales also make me smile (2 for 1 at fairweather!!!!) so I got some pajama pants.

this week ? Packing and had dinner with corey tonight also hopefully coffee with ty sometime and hopefully seeing jesse tomorrow also Id like to see val . . . we shall see what happens.

I dont know how I feel about heading home . . . Im excited but sad . . . tis bittersweet.

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the heart again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay