so really i dont want to talk or write about today
i probally wont want to tommorow either
i actually dont feel like writing period
i want to run as fast as i can
until my feet leave the ground
and i am airborne
i want to get as far away from here and now
as i possibly can

scary

so my mom and her fiance went out for a bit and I wasnt to worried when they didnt call because they had only been gone for like an hour or so.
Well a while later i got a call from my mom saying she had fainted and hit her head and they were in the ER in high river, I just now heard back from them that everythign was allright
it was a scary 4 hours.
Thank you to the people that talked to me on the phone to keep me from worrying.
Other then that things are BOREING lol i could be studying for bio but i dont feel like it lol it will be my bedtime reading.

In other news I recieved my YAC forms today I am sort of dissapointed in that YAC seems to be becoming another camp which i know is exactly the opposite of why t was created eek I feel old.
And bitter.
Im gonna end this now
toodlez

story time

I cant sleep it prtty much sucks because I was asleep until my cell phone rang . . . Dont get me wrong im not very angry at the person as it was a sort of important call telling me some stuff i needed to know AND I am usually awake at 11 . . .he did feel some whut guilty. Today was the first day of semester 2 I am quite excited for english especially as we get to keep a journal and get 10% for it also I had the same english teacher in grade 10 and she is one of my favourite teachers, She also has the idea to read to us for the last 15 minutes of classs currently it is "tuesdays with morrie" by mitch albom I am very excited for this class. Bio should be decent . . . ok well im trying positive thinkign with that lol but it probally shouldnt be that bad. I just drank hot milk in an attempt to get back to sleep I really hope it works because i have a student council meeting at 7.45 . . . I guess thats all for now